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I just want to post something about how completely frustrated i am right now.
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yeah, i just wasted a post on something that insignifigant.

Grow

just something i felt like posting.
hm.



It started out as a seed,
A doubt, a suspicion.
Small, but pernicious.

And like all seeds,
With time came growth.

And the doubt and the suspicion
Within him grew with it.

Soon, nothing could satiate this hunger for the truth,
The search became him.
His physical appearance eroded away and a dowdy man came to be

Her inculcation of the truth only watered the
Growing plant inside of him.

Her persistent claims of the fallacy of his suspicions
Were specious in his eyes.
Everything she did was a salient indicator of her disloyalty.

He was jealousy
And jealousy was him.

She did not love him, said he.
She did not want him, said he.
She did not stay faithful, said he.
She did not deserve him, said he.

She was censurable.
And forgiveness was no matter of contingency.

His trust for her, his love for her,
Was seared and ruined.

What was once a small seed,
Grew into a monster.

Three Quarters Down, One More To Go

School is almost over. And I'm counting down the days. In the long run, it is kind of sad that this year is going by so fast, and ultimately, that high school is going by so fast. But.. for now, I'd just like it to be done with. The stress, the late nights, the constant juggling, it just gets to be such a nightmare. Then again, I love it. But the prospect of summer is turning school into something I'd love to be over. Each day drags on. But looking back, each weeks flys. This year has been good to me...so far.