Misunderstood

I've got ten thousand things to get done, but all I can bring myself to do is sit here and feel like shit. Sometimes, I just don't understand why people say the things they say. It's not worth it anymore. I'm trying so hard to not be the person I was before. I've got reasons for the way I am. I've got reasons I do the things I do and if they don't understand that I don't what I can do. I can't stand to watch my words and actions hurt one more guy. But after all that, after everything I say and do to prevent that, I don't deserve this. I know I'm not an angel, but i'm trying my hardest for THEM. No one gets it. Nobody at all.